So this time will be different. I'm going to take another approach to the GBS. I will be doing a hibiclens and taking probiotics and using garlic BEFORE the GBS testing. I will also continue my use of probiotics (from kefir and other fermented foods) until i deliver. The day I go into labor I will be doing another hibiclens.
I am also refusing the gel they put into baby's eyes and the vitamin K shot (any other shot as well for that matter). I won't allow for his cord to be cut until it's done pulsating, I want him to KEEP all of his blood supply (since a 3rd of his supply is still in the cord!). I want to take my placenta home this time. I'll either encapsule it or plant a tree with it. :) Any other placenta ideas? I am hoping the hospital doesn't rush the baby over for vitals either, the initial bonding period is essential. I want us to develop a good breastfeeding relationship- and I'm not going to let those so called "authorities" tell me that I *have* to supplement.. or else.
This is going to be a different birth experience. I'm not going to let fear rule my birth. I am letting go of that anxiety, and welcoming in excitement and joy. Goodbye negativity! I am ready to full-on embrace my birth. Contractions aren't my enemy, they are helping me to open up, each one brings me one step closer to meeting my baby. Pushing isn't something I'm going to be afraid of this time, and it's something that's going to happen when I'm *ready*- I will NOT be forcing my body to push this time! This birth will be different.
My last birth was beautiful, and at the time it was perfect. I never knew how much I would learn since then, and I'm so grateful that my knowledge continues to grow. I'll never stop learning, I'll always be open to new things and better ways. Everyone has room to grow and blossom.
(beautiful placenta print artwork)
